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Well hellllllo...watch out world here comes kare...i guess so at least...Heres my life on a live journal as we know it - or i sometimes know it......sad isnt it? Yep two words to describe myself : DRAMA QUEEN, thats about it...Oh yeah I'm Jessika Love on furc for all of you that are my old Furc Friends and are wondering right now who the hell i am O.o

I hate George Bush - i think he's an idiot and our country is doomed with him as our leader...im a liberal democratic/green party person. While I'm not an anarchist - i think there are serious flaws in the democratic representation of the US...I think that we have way too big of an ego, and that we're such hypocrites to not ever look at things from the opposite point of view...instead we just think "We're america, we do everything right, and whatever we do to anyone else they deserved it..." I'm a radical feminist, i despise gender roles and the hypocritical standard of beauty we are held to...Maybe I'll be perhaps the next Susan B. Anthony or Elizabeth Cady Stanton...I'd like to lead a worldwide feminist movement strving for equality for all women around the world, to be the next elizabeth cady stanton or susan b anthony, lead a gay rights movement, in regards to hoping to push a set of laws protecting gays and treating them as equals instead of treating them inferiorly... or a politician (if the US wasnt so corrupt on choosing candidates - seeing as how people vote for them depending on how much money they have regardless of their idea. I believe in the idea of communism proposed by Karl Marx during the time of the Enlightenment Era...But however I know the true value of communism cannot be held - through human beings desire to constantly compete against each other...Mankind is power hungry...no matter how hard you may try to fight it, you'll eventually give in and what do you have? a totalitarian dictatorship. Communism is ideal, but not realistic merely surreal. Im a vegetarian :)

Heres a nice little thing i wrote - i like freehand associated writing funness...

"Can't you see through me, through the fake smile on my face, that assures and fools the world that everything’s ok, cant you see I’m crying, I think a part of me is dying - the part of me that knows – I’m not ok. the part of me that knows I’m not as perfect as I try to appear to be - its shriveling and blowing away - just like everything I’ve tried to achieve - all my hopes and dreams. close I come within only a few reaches away - and suddenly I fall - the dream that was once so clear and close within my reach, is no so fuzzy and distant - almost out of sight. I fall away from it - eventually not even remembering the reason why I reached so high to only fall so far down...I hit bottom - not meeting expectations is suddenly all right - just getting by becomes a way of life...not any life - but my life - once so perfect and flawless - never realizing it until it was gone - too many years of smiling - pretending nothing was ever wrong - nothing ever got to me - thinking ignorantly that being yourself wasn’t enough - never let them see you cry...never have a bad day, let them mold you into who they want you to be - like a sickness you start to forget your own identity and try to pass this mask that you wear as if it's been who you really are all along - this is the end - or all I care to see or remember - because not caring about anything...not even myself - is ok to do now..." - By moi...

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